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| Departure Day at Pudong Airport |
After
the six-month internship mission was completed, it is time to clear some
remaining works at school: presenting what has been done so far at Henkel,
preparing slide presentation for conferences to the next promotions of students
either in the Business School of PSE Institute itself or in preparatory class
of PSE Institute to inspire them to try learning for their future faith, and
then finding a job to do.
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| Group Photo at Toul Presh Reachea Pagoda |
Having
already been expected from family to be informed about my future career and
others who has already prepared their lips to keep talking about me, asking
what I am about to do next, and blaming at me providing that I have no job
after coming back from working abroad, Shanghai, China, there is another
struggling time dealing with others and family about my future career. I stayed
at home for about two weeks from the day I came back, also attending a nice
Khmer New Year with family at hometown to celebrate something together while
still having to answer many questions from people living around.
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| My sister |
There
are a few choices being offered for my future career after heading back from
Shanghai; nevertheless, thing can't just be right and suddenly happened as what
we expected to have gotten or heard at
one specific time, so what we are about to do is to wait for a good offer and
information available at the right time. Since then, it is now in the process
of negotiation for my future career which requires me to be a bit more patient
and tolerant. While others are still looking at me and thinking what would I be
in the future as now I am just at home helping family and completing some works
at school, I have to be really patient with this and try to stay courageous to
confront with all of those lips.
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| My Friend, Seyha; and teacher, Eleonore |
I
have just realized that no matter how you do action or not, there are two lips
that keep blaming at you every single time of your action. Provided that you do
it well and got better result, those lips would say that "you are the
best, on top of others", yet providing that you fail what you are doing,
those lips again just blame or laugh at you, saying that "you are not
capable to cope with this job". There are gossips, hear-says, and chitchats
about you over time, so if you are not tolerant enough, you are about to
downplay yourselves. No matter what has
been talked about us and no matter what good or bad they would say about us, it
is just something that could meddle us and belittle our strength and
motivation.
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| A photo at Toul Presh Reachea Pagoda |
Once
we face this kind of situation along with our daily life, we are supposed to
think first before getting it into account as though it is true or not compared
to our real situation we are in. If it is, take a quick action to solve this
problem before it is getting bigger and bigger. If not, just free yourselves
out of this annoying zone. There is no reason not to follow our heart, so just
give ourselves a mean of struggling persistency to reach what we want our life
to be and try what we have already thought out for our future faith as our
faith it not belonging to anyone's lips. We are entitled to having enough power
to use our life time to succeed what we are dreaming our life to be.
